馬鹿日記

試問誰不傲慢、誰不自私？
我如此，你也如此，無一例外。
偽善只是自我滿足的一種途徑罷了，有甚麼驚奇？

其實我蠻喜歡小孩的，只要是不吵、不無理取鬧的話。

説真的，究竟怎樣的教育才教得出現今的死小孩？

無理取鬧不在話下，還要撒謊！？做過又睜眼打死不認，還用更多的言自圓其説。騙人也罷，難道還要騙自己不成？
不然，只要是看不到、抓不住，就悻悻的安下心，當沒這回事。天呀！我語結了。
還有，請不要把自己不如意的都歸咎於學校、家庭、社會、時代云云。加上不懂又不會問，得過且過。天底下個人真的天才得不須努力，又不用靠自己雙重抓緊機會呀？不要把件不如意、或是不能駕馭的事情都算在時間巨輪頭上，什麼「時不予我」云云！（例如金融海嘯和不找工作其實是沒掛勾的）
不要忘記你半途而廢的東西可是要別人替擦屁股！

OK，我承認我沒春風化雨的氣魄。

P.S.以上純屬個別例子，對號入座乃個人自由。（無責任發言）

胃痛、頭痛、腳痛、肚痛…
外面在下雨，雪上加霜…

Since I was little, everything comes in the wrong timming: wrong expectations, wrong assurances, wrong identities, worng people, wrong places...
What does that mean?
God, you tells me that everything is in your control, I cannot just assume your plan is this and that, or in whatever ways I want. By this way, I may rely on you, my faith strengthen. Thank you for teaching me to be strong! Therefore, I stopped complainning.
However, it hurts, it really hurts, honestly.
Are you disappointed, Lord?
Indeed, time doesn't heal, God does, however, it takes time.
It is ironically enough that I actually realize how weak I am while trying to be strong; I can do nothing but to wait and let go, let time heals...
I am now riding on a merry-go-round. Everything seems beautiful yet fragile, which will come to an end very soon... yet I do not know when. It makes me feel dizzy that I can't tell if it is accelerating or retarding. Who can tell me when will the wrongs turn right? God, I can barely see my future.